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Monday, May 25, 2009

Dear blog,
I have been trying to forget all the painful memories but painful memories keep flashing back....
I have avoided, ignored and hate him but he refused to budge from me. Am I to be blamed for whatever he had caused me?
I have been missing someone else but is that a sign of love?
i wished..... but, Ain is always unlucky because no guys offer sincere relationships, they only offer fun.... Whatever...

Dear blog,
Why is Ain always being hurt?
Why is Ain always being rejected?
Why is Ain always being soft-hearted?
Ain have always tried to pretend that he did not exist but why do Ain always feel hurt everytime? Ain have tried to suppress my feelings so that I don't feel embarassed being rejected but he never care. Ain have tried to control my emotions but it refuse to work... What can Ain do? Is it wrong?

Dear blog,
I am so tired of being the one feeling all these, so I want them to feel all these.. I shall make their lives more miserable than what Ain felt.

Looovvvveee,
AiN

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