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Saturday, November 21, 2009

I NEED TO REPEL ALL THE NEGATIVE THOUGHTS WITHIN ME!
I just feel so restless and always looking around for you. I never felt so obssessed with someone before. I just need to slowly let of all these go. I don't want to keep thinking of you and I don't want to feel as though my life just evolves around you. I need to learn to let go and open my heart for other options. Perhaps one way is, stop contacting you until I really need you so much and could no longer control my feelings.

I just need to buck up and throw the 'devil' within me that stops or distract me to not do things that I am obliged to do. I want to be a successful woman so that nobody would look down on me and push me to my limits.

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