Thursday, November 5, 2009
Physics UT today. I was so so emotional to do the paper well, firstly, I am happy that I got an A for the previous problem for Physics. Finally, an A. Today's paper was not that difficult but I have some minor glitches and so yeah, I am so confirmed that I would get a C. Hopefully. I want to get a C, minimum. Don't disappoint me can? I want to pass. I don't want people to call me stupid, dumb. I know that I am but don't keep reminding me. I have feelings, you have no freaking idea how is it like to be a failure.
Mr Sunshine, I am clear of your signs now. I know that you are NEVER gonna like me like how I like(perhaps, love) you. I don't want to be the one that is always pining for your love therefore, i want to let go of you. I hate to be the only one that is pining for you. I want to be loved but I guess, you were never meant to be mine. Do you know how much it hurts to see you being like that? I am so upset. I am so jealous. I am so disappointed. I really cannot see you when you do that. I can't.
If you don't like me, please frigging leave me alone. Don't keep texting me and don't let me be on cloud nine. Just leave me alone, besides, I am also the one rejected, so i frigging don't mind. Please, give a me sign, and I let you go peacefully.
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