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Sunday, January 24, 2010

It has been quite a feat trying to keep up with the time and the pressure faced by students nowadays. Everyone keeps saying that students lead a luxurious life but that really depends on whether the students is able to cope with the stress, right? Anyway, I am seriously tired and sleepy these days and fyi, I am getting a lot of sleep. I guess that my body is used to my late nights that it refused to sleep early these days.

I have a feeling that I can improve my grades for this semester because firstly, I am doing better in my daily grades and also, I am doing better for the UT(s). I feel that it is seriously improving and the most improved module would be Chemistry because I managed to jump from E to C+. How cool can that be?

Alright, I am aiming for an A for my Cognitive. I have been getting straight A(s) for my daily grades in Cognitive. How 'W-O-W' can that be? I am so so loving the module. Hehe, anyway... the cute guy is in my team. HAHAHA. His eyelashes are so pretty. I cannot resist without looking at his eyes... well, I have a fetish for guys' eyes.. I don't know why but I think eyes are the perfect window to see through a person's heart. He is so cute lah when he smiled also. Haiya. It was just an eyecandy. Nice to see. :D

For Chemistry, I think that Jackson is quite unhappy with our performance because he kept asking questions and he does not look as though he is convinced with out presentation. I mean, his expression is the same throughout, I really don't know if he is convinced or he has doubts or he is not listening. But, the problems these days are getting easier and it took me only 10 minutes to understant the skeleton of the problems and the concepts. So, in conclusion... I will get better and I want to get more than a C+ for my UT, I want to at least get a B+. I would be damn happy.

For Biology, I seriously don't know what to say about it. I mean, it is easy but it gets confusing because there is way too much to think of. Haiz.

For Mathematics, I think that the formulas are killing me! Because there is just too many for me to absorb within one problem. But, I have the confidence that I can do it and I can get at least a B.

For Physics, Oh my... I don't want to leave Zeff.... I want him to teach me Applied Physics. He is so making my day always on Fridays.. :D But, we all have to adapt to changes. Alright then.. moving on.. to the grades... Okay, he is so so smashing cute and adorable. Anyway, yeah. He teaches me well. I am enlightened always. :D Fine, I move on to grades. I want to get at least a B+.

Hmmm, I must be stronger than I used to be. I must be the one that someone waits for in his life and not keep expecting much from someone. I know that somehow I lost feelings for Mr Sunshine but sometimes, I feel that I want him so much but not to the extent of obssessing on him. He was a part in my life and I still want him to be part of my life. But, he made things so easy that I wished I had not confess. Perhaps that makes it easier. I should stop caring and maybe that helped me to forget him faster. But, the more I keep thinking about forgetting him, the more he appear in my life. He seems to know when I want to forget him. I would ignore him and out of sudden he just msn or sms me. Can he sms or msn at the time that I want him to but instead of sms or msn at the time when I least expect it. He is weird and can be very idiotic at times but his words of advice or encouragement really brightens up my days. Without me realising it, it is already going to be one year that I have known him. I wished to be his friend for the rest of my life. He is not mere acquantainces but more of a close friend. A friend that you know that you can rely on. I can go on praising him but I know that it would not go anywhere. Therefore, I want to stop expecting and stop whining or stop complaining.

Life should be enjoyed to the fullest and I must always think of ALLAH instead of thinking of someone else that is not going to help me in the afterlife.

YA ALLAH, aku ingin selalu dekat ke pada-MU.

Lots of love,
Ain <3

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