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Wednesday, February 3, 2010

I am still thinking that I am in my Semester One and I cannot believe how fast the time have past and I am leaving Semester Two soon, going for another higher level and go to Semester One again but I believe it gets tougher. I have learnt a lot whilst being in RP. I never regretted my decision for making this choice because I believe that when there is a will, there is a way. In RP, I have learnt to speak up and be more independent in doing work because RP gives a chance to learn independently and though it is independent learning, the facilitators are kind enough to give enough guidance to explain about doubts that we have.
I have been revising for many weeks and I think that I am 95% prepared for UT3. I have been focusing on all and a little slacking for Cognitive and Biology. hmmm, what to do. I need to work on my weaker modules but I have done notes for all the problems, bolehlah. Alah, mesti dah tak jumpa pretty eyelashes guy anymore, :( ... and no more handsome faci.. :( ... Tak best lahhh.

Sometimes, I thought that perhaps I didn't really love Mr Sunshine, merely an infatuation that has been bugging my emotions. I guess because I am used to being in his company that I kept craving for more. I just don't know my feelings for you anymore, do I love you or what? I am lost. Lost lost lost lost. What is the meaning of your actions so far? I can never interpret your actions because I simply don't care now. I don't care anymore. No more. I am giving up all single hope that I have. I am moving on.

Ain's mission : Forget him, never fall in love again. Guys are not interested in girls like me. Forget the hope.

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