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Thursday, March 4, 2010

It is always hard trying to convince people. In fact, every single time we say something, we have to make sure it pleases people. We spent all our lives trying so hard to convince people and please people so much that sometimes it doesn't feel right anymore. I am tired of trying to be someone else to please people. Why is it so darn hard for people to accept us for who we are? If they are sincere to be our friend, why can't they understand us before passing any judgements that may sound reasonable to them but not necessarily to us? They say, please try to understand me but heyy, UNDERSTAND me first! YOU ARE JUDGING ME! If you don't understand me, who are you to judge me? You don't have ANY right to! I am not obliged to take care of your feelings at all. I am doing whatever I feel like doing and by doing so, I am not committing any crime. I am not playing with your feelings or whatsoever. If you are stressed, it is best that you stay away from people and don't bother reading about people's lives. Sebab Iblis suka menunggang pada kemarahan. Ambil wudhu and tenangkan jiwa. If you have your philosophy, I have my own philosophy. Which is: Stay away from people when you are angry because anger is dangerous!

I just don't know what to do with my life anymore, I have tried so darn hard to please people that I don' t feel like myself anymore. Whenever I see popular girl, I tried to fit in. Pretend to like the things that they like but I know, it made me far away from who I am. I think that after so many things that happen, it just felt better that I don't create FB account. People can stop JUDGING me and I can continue with my life the way that I used to be. Live in the world of novels and tv. I like it that way because I never disturb people. worst come to worst, i just sleep. And when i wake up, i forgot everything. I think that is the best.

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