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Thursday, April 15, 2010

Many occasions always left me being uncertain of the decisions that I made.
Choosing my Secondary School. I had lots of doubts because I wanted to assure myself why I chose my Secondary School. I was uncertain until I set foot into the school and study there.
Choosing my electives in Secondary School. I felt a certain regret for choosing certain subjects but I know I follow what I can excel in better. I was uncertain until I managed to pass during 'O' Levels.
Choosing between MI and Polytechnic. I was confused and uncertain of my decisions. Would I be better off at Polytechnic or MI. I weigh my options and I hesitated a lot. Then I chose Polytechnic but that left me wonder what kind of career path do I want to go into. What course brings me there? I had questions and I found an answer. Maybe I am cut out to be water technologist. But now, options still open and that left me with my uncertainties.

I didn't select who to love, who to care, who to share.
It is decisions made before uncertainties came and fill the air. I made my options clear after I get my decisions no longer doubtful. But occasions made me feel uncertain of my options again.
When you didn't contact me, I grew anxious and all-panicky. I started to question your words.
Then after a long time when I was on the verge of giving up, you contacted me. I was so happy and thrilled that at least you did remembered me.
But now, I don't even know what to expect. Uncertainty always cloud my judgement.

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